Thursday, April 4, 2013
"if i stay for their happiness, what will i be next?...
LIFE IS CONFUSING...and sometimes,
OPTIONS ARE TOO FRUSTRATING..
Circumstances may cause interruptions and delays, but never lose sight of your goal. Prepare yourself in every way you can by increasing your knowledge and adding to your experience, so that you can make the most of opportunity when it occurs.
I NEED TO FIND MYSELF GET BACK ON THE RIGHT TRACK..
I MUST BE STRONG
I MUST NOT QUIT
LETS DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!
My beloved Professor
I will miss you =,(
How can i ever repay you.. for what you've done for me, thank you for touching our hearts..
ill be forever grateful to have known such a beautiful ANGEL..
THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING..
HERE'S my last FB post for you ma'am..
~isang linggo n ata akong malungkot, at di ko na mahintay na makita kita sa huling pagkakataon... mananatili kang ina para sa aming lahat, salamat ma'am Yolly Olaes Garcia sa mga alaala, masasayang tawanan at asaran natin sa room A205, mga sakripisyo at payo mo sa aming lahat, sa mga oras na wala kaming bilib sa sarili,..ikaw lamang ang taong naniniwala at sumusUporta sa amin.., patuloy mo kaming ginagabayan at hinahanapan ng trabaho kahit graduate na ang iba sa amin...sa huli mong salita.." grateful ako sa love and kindness na ipinakita nyo sa akin., na-aapreciate ko lahat yan"
gusto ko kong malaman ng lahat na HIGIT pa jan ang ginawa mo para sa amin... this is not returning the favor.. kasi hindi ka namin mababayaran...BUONG PUSO KA NAMING PINASASALAMATAN...MAHAL KA NAMING LAHAT MA'AM G.
with all my heart...
bring with you our LOVE in HEAVEN..
ps. hugs and kiss me to my beloved GRANDMOTHER... =,(
~TILL WE MET AGAIN......
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
DIVINA F. TINAGAN
BSOA BATCH 2011
Here I am again, at the same situation just like 2 years ago, for how many times did I have to utter this words? The most used words that may seem so simple, but the hardest one to told.
I often asked.. “Why do we need to bid farewell at the end of every journey?” Isn’t it nice to just go and leave without tears, left everyone with just a smile and happy memories? “How I wish I don’t have to do this, but it’s a part of letting go. “ I have to… and I must do so...”
We may meet for just a short time, but what we had share was immeasurable than life, being with all of you is quite a wonderful journey, you’ve bring me joy and endless laughter, I can be just “me” without any pretentious , I can sing out of tune and with my own lyrics, I can laugh till I fart. I can cry, while you cry with me as well. I’m grateful for this memories, I will surely treasured it in my heart forever.
The way you addressed me.. “Te Vhine” or how silly you called me… “Bentang” will be my favorite nicknames of all time. It may seem too good to be true, but they have no idea how we used to. People may question how come all of us get along so well? (hindi ko din alam) but the fact that we all became friends no matter what differences we had, is a God’s gift, that we should always be thankful.
…for treating me as your sister, for the respect and unconditional love, for being understanding and humble, for listening to every words I spoke, for all the jokes we shared, for the endless laugh out louds, for crying with me at times of troubles, for all our secrets, for addressing each other, for the family we build, for sharing your heartbreaks, for the endless food trip, for our gimiks and getaways, for the sleep-over, for the joyride, for helping each other, for the support and cheers, for our failures and success, for the bad and good times, for our “Sisterhood”, for being my additional sisters… “Thank you.”
…for my imperfections, my high pitch tone when I’m not in the mood, for being authoritarian as a leader, for my mistakes, for being “masungit” at times, for being hard-headed, for any wrong words I uttered, for being stubborn, for all my wrong decisions, for being self-centered sometimes, for messing up, for my bad attitude, for my selfishness, for my bad temper.. really i’m deeply “sorry”.
“I love you!”
Abby : “the best buddy I had” , we make it together, and we can make it till forever..
Jec : “I believe in you.” …stay humble and you know that I’m always at your back.
Ezra : “you’re my baby” support each other, I see myself & abby in both you and jec. So stay together!
Kesh :”you’re my baby kesh forever” stay cute and don’t cry over bad boys around you!
Kelly : “you’re pretty” and you deserved to be loved.
Lynette : “Ina ka ng Dyosa” kaya wag kang iiyak! You take care of them as “inay” di ba..
Dyanne : “Make time” hehehe.. So you won’t be left alone… stay pretty and so sweet.
Donna : “Nice to meet you”, work with you ate’s they’ll be there to help you.
Karla : “pretty” stay sweet and keep on goin’
Elijah : “hardworking” stay the same…
Paul : “Beach” I will never forget your greatest moment.
Joyce : “Sexy” ..stay sexy.. hehehe
“I love you all fellow Office Administration”
I hope to see you all, at the end of your journey happy and successful, may life be fair for all of us. stay humble no matter what happen…I see you again.. but for now..Its time to say “Goodbye”
Opps! I forgot, no goodbyes… just “ See you soon”
Tuesday, November 2, 2010
“alam mo ng lahat sakin…maliban sa isa, yung… “MAHAL KITA”
~hinahanap kita sa katauhan ng IBA…”
‘hindi ako TANGA…MAHAL lang talaga kita!”
Ayun naman eh’… DUMATING KA PA! sana forever ka nalang PANTASYA!
Walang gamot sa sakit na ikaw mismo ang nag-imbento, dahil taon ang bibilangin bago makaimbento ng lunas dito, kapag nasubukan na lahat ng paraan,at kapag tuluyang gumaling sa sakit na gawa mo.
Ang HEARTACHES pala.. incureable disease!
Kapag buo na ulit ang PUSO ko… irereserve ko na to’para SAYO.
“alam kong sa puntong ito..TALO ako, pero tandaan mo, hindi lahat ng nagwawagi..PANALO!”
“Mahal kita” yun lang ang tanging alam ko.. pero dapat pala inalam ko rin kung mahal mo ko..”
“Ganito pala, eto pala yung HEARTBREAK! Ampucha! Sana pala di ko na sinubukan, nanatili nalang sana akong MANHID..”
“Noon tinatawanan ko sila, kapag nabigo sila…ngayon tinatawan ko na ang sarili ko.. dahil ISA na ako, sa kanila..-BIGO”
Ang MASAKTAN ba ko, at mabigo ang patunay na meron din akong PUSO? Ayan na!...masaya ka na?
“Wala yan” sabi ko sa kanila…”Kaya mo yan”..dugtong ko pah! Ngayon,.. bat ganun, wala lang ba talaga? at kakayanin ko pa ba??...
“Hindi mo naman kasalanan, pero wag mo rin sasabihing AKO ang nagkulang!..dahil pareho lang tayong NASASAKTAN”…
Sana balang araw,.. kapag binalikan ko ang nakaraan,…wala ng luha, at tatawanan ko nalang ang ala-alang minsan akong naging TANGA!..
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
~i sooo love this Org!.. ^_^
~a year of service worth it! thank you for those who we've been working with, and those who bring us down... you just bring out the best in us, and give us strength to prove ourselves! thanks a lot :)
Although, we are all girls...i truly admire how we worked together as a TEAM, i guess the secret of being a good leader is not to demand and be and authority all the time, its how you manage to build not just leadership, but most especially friendship..and for us PASOA we call it SISTERHOOD.. :)
Respect, Trust and Love- 3 words that rules in our hearts... ♥
~Thank You for making my last year at college a memorable one!.. i will cherish every moment i had with all of you.... and as what i always told you.... im just around whenever you need me.
~i will miss you guys... :) ♥♥♥ and I LOVE YOU ALL....
Till we meet again....
Divina Flores Tinagan
Columban College Inc.
Thursday, July 8, 2010
Sa dami ng tao IKAW lang ang nagustuhan ko.
Kahit ipilit nilang MALI...sayo lng ako napaka-TOTOO..
Pinili kita, Minahal at Naniwala ng buong PUSO,
Sa kabila ng lahat... parang LARO lng pala 'TO..!
ang TANGA KOOOO... :(
kaya siguro sapat na ang mga salita,
pagod na rin akong umasa sa wala,
alam ko na, tanggap ko, at naiintindihan ko...
pero sana, kapag WALA na ko....kasama ng pagtalikod natin, mabura rin lahat ng ala-ala
para maging madali lang PAGLIMOT . =,(
Sa bawat pagtatapos, may nagsisimula
Sa lahat ng naghihiwalay, may panibagong makikilala
Anu pa man ang bunga ng NAKARAAN
ang lahat ng pangyayari ay may kaakibat na bagong
nasaktan. bumangon. nadapa. tumayo.
magpapatuloy ang buhay.
at ang lahat ay magbabago.
kasabay ng bukas.
IKAW AT AKO.
lahat tayo ay dapat bukas
sa anumang PAGBABAGO.
isn't it nice to hear those WORDS from the MOUTH of the ONE YOU LOVE!... ♥ ♥ ♥
It melts my heart ♥... knowing that someone is ready to face your DAD..♥♥♥♥
and swear to him that he's willing to take you as HIS wife, take care of you and won't ever make you CRY.... someone who'll turn you as a Queen, more than just a Princess... :)♥♥♥♥
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
his been a source of joy to me and to my family
his high energy, lighten up my gloomy days
a child with innocent eyes, purely an ANGEL..:)
I've been tough to him, i guess that's how i discipline my other siblings, that sometimes i forgot that im dealing with a kid, who had no idea on what he's doing..
I feel guilty at times, but i hope someday he'll realize.. "Ate" loves HIM, and I only want the best for them.. (maybe, when he grow up he'll understand me..)
wrestling...(his good a kicking me, and i love knocking him off the seat)
we always fought (throwing silly jokes to each other)
Pillow fight... :)
when i told him to write his name..(instead HE draw DINOSAURS and MONSTERS =P
SILLY CHILD, CHUBBY KID..but i LOVE HIM.. ♥
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUCHOY...!!! BE A GOOD BOY.... :)
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
"..nakakainis ung eksena na: kasabay mo sa jeep ung crush mo/ex-clsm8, pero parang di kau magkakilala, dahil ayaw magtagpo ng mga mata nyu... :p.."-tapus, biglang bibilis ang sasakyan, at ang hangin, sinabog lahat ng buhok mo papunta sa mukha mo... *dyahe!!*.. (minsan sadyang pang-asar ang pangyayari)..
-ganito pa, hinuhuli ng mata ko kung titingin din sya saken,.. (ready na ang SMILE ko.. :)... yun pala, lumingon lang sandali, tapus sa iba nanaman ang tingin.. *naman oh!!... *.. tsk! tsk!.. :(
pero nang malapit na ko bumaba, ngumiti sya.. at sya pa ang nag-"PARA"... para saken!... Awww!.. (ang sweeeet ♥..... ) I SOOOO L♥VE THE JEEPNEY....
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
"Kung patuloy kang matatakot harapin ang problema....maiiwan kang talunan, at nag-iisa.... "
“..Kung hindi ikaw ang SULUSYON,.. baka naman kasi ikaw ang PROBLEMA… “
“..Hindi mo maamin kasi takot kang iwan..ayaw mo harapin kaya patuloy mong tinatalikuran… hanggang kailan ka magiging ganyan??....”
“Ayaw mo ko pakinggan…lagi mo ko iniiwasan,..bakit lahat ba ng sinasabi ko tagusan sayo, kaya ka nagkakaganyan?”
“Hindi habangbuhay patuloy kitang mahal… di naman MAHAL ang pangalan mo di ba, kaya magbabago rin yun, maghintay ka…”
“Kung iguguhit ko ang kapalaran ko, pwede bang ikaw ang maging lapis, para ikaw narin bahala magbura kung anuman ang isusulat mo…”
(that's what i called the raindrops..)
for everytime it falls,
i thought the world cry with me..
the cold air embraced me the moment I've watch the rail falls on the ground,(im thinking of you)..
My heart froze...
I don't know why?.., I feel cold...
and it seems that the scene slowly turns gloomy..
I heard a song on the background..(though there's no music at all)
I think its my heart.. the one who sing alone....
So no one will notice my pain..
im hiding it,.. as the raindrops washed all my tears...
but everytime it rains..
i can't help myself reminisce every moment i had with you
and wishing it will all be vanished,
as the rain falls under me.... i hope it takes all my suffering
and leaves me with a SMILE... a REAL Smile.. :)
Sa pagsisimula ng buwan ng hunyo, ramdam ko na ang lamig ng hangin, ang manaka-nakang patak ng ulan, ang pagsayaw ng mga dahon sa hardin at ang makukulay na payong ng taong dumaraan...
Ang sarap sa pakiramdam ng hangin, para kang hinihele para matulog... kumakanta ang mga ibon, at nanghahara ang mga palaka sa likod ng bahay namen, lumalagasgas ang tubig sa munti naming sapa, bumibisita ang mga gamu-gamo... at kumukutitap ang mga alitaptap... ang sayaaa!..
Pero bakit parang hindi naman...
Parang ang lungkot..
Parang may kulang...
Gusto kong maligo sa ulan (pero di pwde)
...gusto kong kumanta kasama ka.. (pero wla ka na)
...gusto kong sabay tayo sa payong ko.. (pero pa'no sya..)
...gusto kong madamang katabi kita.. (pero kayo na..)
. . . Naaalala ko, tag-ulan ng una tayong magkakilala, nag-aabang ako no'n ng masisilungang kakilala, nang bigla kang dumaan at inalok akong sumukob sayo. . . sa PAYONG mo... natatandaan mo pa ba???.....