Wednesday, June 30, 2010

need i say more??? .... see diz..

CHUCHOY.. ♥


Its his birthday on the 6th of july, 5 yrs. old na xa!
his been a source of joy to me and to my family
his high energy, lighten up my gloomy days
a child with innocent eyes, purely an ANGEL..:)

I've been tough to him, i guess that's how i discipline my other siblings, that sometimes i forgot that im dealing with a kid, who had no idea on what he's doing..

I feel guilty at times, but i hope someday he'll realize.. "Ate" loves HIM, and I only want the best for them.. (maybe, when he grow up he'll understand me..)


OUR BATTLES:
wrestling...(his good a kicking me, and i love knocking him off the seat)
we always fought (throwing silly jokes to each other)
Pillow fight... :)
when i told him to write his name..(instead HE draw DINOSAURS and MONSTERS =P
SILLY CHILD, CHUBBY KID..but i LOVE HIM..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUCHOY...!!! BE A GOOD BOY.... :)





Tuesday, June 29, 2010

06.29.10 JEEPNEY

"..nakakainis ung eksena na: kasabay mo sa jeep ung crush mo/ex-clsm8, pero parang di kau magkakilala, dahil ayaw magtagpo ng mga mata nyu... :p.."

-tapus, biglang bibilis ang sasakyan, at ang hangin, sinabog lahat ng buhok mo papunta sa mukha mo... *dyahe!!*.. (minsan sadyang pang-asar ang pangyayari)..

-ganito pa, hinuhuli ng mata ko kung titingin din sya saken,.. (ready na ang SMILE ko.. :)... yun pala, lumingon lang sandali, tapus sa iba nanaman ang tingin.. *naman oh!!... *.. tsk! tsk!.. :(

pero nang malapit na ko bumaba, ngumiti sya.. at sya pa ang nag-"PARA"... para saken!... Awww!.. (ang sweeeet ..... ) I SOOOO LVE THE JEEPNEY....

~fallenheart

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Original kowtz ni -anivid

"Kung patuloy kang matatakot harapin ang problema....maiiwan kang talunan, at nag-iisa.... "

“..Kung hindi ikaw ang SULUSYON,.. baka naman kasi ikaw ang PROBLEMA… “

“..Hindi mo maamin kasi takot kang iwan..ayaw mo harapin kaya patuloy mong tinatalikuranhanggang kailan ka magiging ganyan??....”

“Ayaw mo ko pakinggan…lagi mo ko iniiwasan,..bakit lahat ba ng sinasabi ko tagusan sayo, kaya ka nagkakaganyan?”

“Hindi habangbuhay patuloy kitang mahal… di naman MAHAL ang pangalan mo di ba, kaya magbabago rin yun, maghintay ka…”

“Kung iguguhit ko ang kapalaran ko, pwede bang ikaw ang maging lapis, para ikaw narin bahala magbura kung anuman ang isusulat mo…”

~fallenheart~

under the RAIN...

"tears of heaven"
(that's what i called the raindrops..)
for everytime it falls,
i thought the world cry with me..
the cold air embraced me the moment I've watch the rail falls on the ground,(im thinking of you)..

My heart froze...
I don't know why?.., I feel cold...
and it seems that the scene slowly turns gloomy..
I heard a song on the background..(though there's no music at all)
I think its my heart.. the one who sing alone....

So here i am...
under the rain, crying in vain...
So no one will notice my pain..
im hiding it,.. as the raindrops washed all my tears...

but everytime it rains..
i can't help myself reminisce every moment i had with you
and wishing it will all be vanished,
as the rain falls under me.... i hope it takes all my suffering
and leaves me with a SMILE... a REAL Smile.. :)

~fallenheart~

PAYONG

etoh na. . .

Sa pagsisimula ng buwan ng hunyo, ramdam ko na ang lamig ng hangin, ang manaka-nakang patak ng ulan, ang pagsayaw ng mga dahon sa hardin at ang makukulay na payong ng taong dumaraan...

Tag-ulan naaaa!!!...

Ang sarap sa pakiramdam ng hangin, para kang hinihele para matulog... kumakanta ang mga ibon, at nanghahara ang mga palaka sa likod ng bahay namen, lumalagasgas ang tubig sa munti naming sapa, bumibisita ang mga gamu-gamo... at kumukutitap ang mga alitaptap... ang sayaaa!..

Pero bakit parang hindi naman...
Parang ang lungkot..
Parang may kulang...

Gusto kong maligo sa ulan (pero di pwde)
...gusto kong kumanta kasama ka.. (pero wla ka na)
...gusto kong sabay tayo sa payong ko.. (pero pa'no sya..)
...gusto kong madamang katabi kita.. (pero kayo na..)

. . . Naaalala ko, tag-ulan ng una tayong magkakilala, nag-aabang ako no'n ng masisilungang kakilala, nang bigla kang dumaan at inalok akong sumukob sayo. . . sa PAYONG mo... natatandaan mo pa ba???.....

~fallenheart~