Let me cry for the last time…

You said lies, and I believed you…
You throw jokes, and I laughed at you…
You promised me forever… I trusted you…
But now all I know is to cry over you…

You offer me your shoulder each time I’m down, you reach for my hand each time I back out, you make me smile even though everything was messed up… the way you encouraged me to do the things I thought I cannot do, your warm hugs that kept me feel alright, with every touch and words you speak out… you’re the best among the rest… but still you never knew how much I love you…

You left with words unspoken…
With the empty face seeking for an answer…
to all the question you’ve longing to asked…
Brought a burden deep in our hearts…

Time runs out, to keep waiting under the rain, my heart freeze… all my hopes vanished, I’m tired…I’m hurt, its so PAINFUL..!. . I can no longer hold on… I FEEL COLD… my body can no longer moved, my face so weary, my eyes full of tears… I don’t care what people say… they have no idea how much I suffer…

I want to cry so hard….
Let my tears wash all the hurt I feel inside,
I want to shout your name so loud…
So you can hear what’s in my heart…

Please let me cry with you under the rain…. For the last time..

... "kowts ko para sa kanya..:)"

" Bago ka MANGAKO, alamin mo muna kung may kakayahan kang MANINDIGAN..."

"Wag kang MAGPAASA sa mga taong labis kang minamahal, dahil katumbas nun ang walang kapantay na sakit at baka tuluyan ka nilang KALIMUTAN..."

"Lahat tayo MASASAKTAN, dahil ang pagmamahal ay SADYANG GANYAN.."

"Wag kang magpaka-EMO kung sadyang malungkot ang lahat, pwede ka namang magdrama nang hindi kailangan ng: itim na damit, eye liner, at long-sided hair para lang mapansin ng lahat na EMOTIONAL ka..."

"Para sakin ang mahalin sya ay isang KATANGAHAN, na kahit kailan ay hindi ko matutunang pag-aralan kung panu ba i-tama ang lahat... di pa kasi tinuro yun sa school eh.. ayan tuloy, DI KO ALAM!"

"Minsan mas ok pa ang ganito.. solo flight, happy go lucky, gimik, walang iniintindi... in short: buhay SINGLE.. pero malungkot din pala.. kasi walang kang ka-valentines always...:( "

Sabi ng tropa ko.. "ok lng yan vhyne.." hmmp! hellooo.... "kelan pa naging ok ang taong sobrang NASAKTAN.... lintek!.. "ok lang ba kayo ha.?"

"Akala ko, ang kwento nating dalawa ang pinaka da best na latha na aking magagawa, pero ito pala ang pinaka-masagwa, dahil sayo... isa ka kasing BASURA..."

"Nakakalungkot mang isipin na dito nagtapos ang lahat, mas masaya namang alalahanin, na sa wakas... "Yehey!.. malaya na ako di ba...?!"

"masaya ka na ba? sana totoong maging MASAYA ka na....."

"lahat ng sugat ay maghihilom.... sa tamang panahon, pero panu naman ang may diabetes???...(mahirap gamutin ang sugat nila di ba..?) "feeling ko, parang diabetic na din ata ako ah...:)"

"wag kang magSORRY kung yun talaga ang desisyon mo... ayos lang ang masaktan sya, basta panindigan mong YUN ang NARARAPAT..."

"sapat na ba sayo ang makita akong umiiyak, o kailangan ko pang lumuha ng ga-dagat, para lang malaman mong labis akong NASAKTAN..."

"NAIINTINDIHAN mo ba AKO... siguro HINDI... kasi gusto mo.. IKAW lagi ang INIINTINDI di ba..."

"sana di na tayo magkita... para di na kita MAALALA.."

"Minahal kita... noon... noon... NOON...."

"TAMA nah.. end na.... TapOs na...

total, TAPOS NA RIN TAYO di ba..."

.."haist.. w8 ka lang, makakamove-on din ako.."

~fallenheart~

Listen to this....

Reflect on this one...




song: IF I FALL
artist: Amber Pacific
go to this link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OVovWTPodxM
made by: RevitalizedVessel

"i was really amazed and touch by this song, the lyrics and melody as well as a good voice of the singer was really amazing! and the message, reflects on me, finding its way to my soul and self-actualization... i will definitely include this to the list of my favorite song....."-fallenheart